My GP paper is utterly screwed. It’s so example driven and it’s a sin to do so in a gp paper. Why does this happen to me? Why can’t I do better? Do I always have to use the excuse that I’ve already tried my best to feel better? Why do I have to lead such a life? Undergo so much stress? Why? Why can’t I just survive with a bed, basic living necessities in a room full of good books? I want such a life, I want such a room, particularly facing the green trees.